2010 as a reading year has been good thus far.

The Girl Who Played With Fire was consumed, digested, then spit back up within twelve hours.  Sleep wasn’t considered until almost 3 a.m. when the book was completed, the cliffhanger mourned, and the days counted until The Girl Who Kicked the Hornet’s Nest arrives from the UK, and, even then, the mind continued to churn over the events, the characters, the what will happen next?s.

There are several marks of a good book.  One is how far you’re drawn into the story, the characters, the alternate world which the author presents to you, how much you lose yourself to his or her fabrication.  Another is how many new or different thoughts you’re left to digest and chew and digest all over again in a process that results in carefully churned conclusions and altered point-of-views.  Another is how deeply the book clings to you and how slowly you seem to be able to free yourself from its clutches, how many long minutes it takes to shut your mind off and power down to sleep because, in only a few hours, you’ve got to be up to head off for another day at the office …

The Millennium Trilogy, thus far, has done all three, some to greater extents than others, and, thus far, you may tickle me pleased.

woe!

Damn, someone tell me why I started reading The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo when I’m back to interning and not when I was away in Sac last week?  Sleep is imperative, but so is reading — and I’m looking at my clock that reads “1:09” and thinking, Hmm, if I read until 2, maybe 2:30, it won’t be so bad …!

the proust questionnaire

What is your most marked characteristic?
Stubbornness.

What is the quality you most like in a man?
Intelligence.

What is the quality you most like in a woman?
Open-mindedness.  A lack of focus on her appearance.

What do you most value in your friends?
Integrity.

What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
A lack of integrity.

What is your favourite occupation?
Creating.

What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Studying for a living.

What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
Choosing to live without choice.

In which country would you like to live?
An ideal, impossible one where freedoms are granted but not shamelessly exploited.  As for a non-conceptual country, this one will do for now.

Who are your favourite writers?
Tolstoy, Camus, Murakami, McEwan, & Bronte.

Who are your favourite poets?
T.S. Eliot.

Who is your favourite hero of fiction?
Those who are damaged.

Who is your favourite heroine of fiction?
Those who are imperfect.

Who are your favorite composers?
Mozart, Rachmaninov, & Chopin.

Who are your favorite painters?
Those who are non-abstract.

What are your favorite names?
Christopher, Zoe, and Cecilia.

What is it that you most dislike?
Synthetic sounds; indulgent unhappiness and malcontent.

Which talent would you most like to have?
The talent of crafting letters.

How would you like to die?
As fulfilled as human fulfilment comes.

What is your current state of mind?
Anxious but calm.

What is your motto?
in consillis nostris fatum nostrum est.

such are the natural processes of life

There’s something bittersweet about finishing an exceptional story or novel.  For one, this feeling of discovery and this sense of newness won’t come around again, not with this story.  For another, this story or novel is complete, the characters departed, the adventure come to an end.  And, for a third, the question niggles at the back of the mind, “Will I ever even come close to being able to write something as exceptional?”

It takes a few minutes, sometimes a few hours, sometimes an entire night of restless dreams, for the feeling to pass.  And, then, all there’s to do is hunt out another story or pick up the pen and resume writing again.